Eight Days After

It's been 8 days after i broke up with her. In the middle of that 8 days, i went to purwokerto for live-in, at first i try to not think about her at all on the live-in, but what happened is really the opposite. Every single second i spent in there, without any single glimpse of chance i can contact her, i thinking of her, i thinking of our relationship. Today, i finally do it, i tell her to leave, to live out her life, without me. Hard, it's really hard. She wasn't even want to meet me, beacuse it will make it hard to forget me if she does. Yes, I've been acted out like a child. I blame everything around me for things that happened to me, childish isn't it? Thanks, for time that we spent together. I can't forget you, it's too hard.